Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in the_peon's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
1:05 pm	I masturbated lastnight, ate a chocolate donut, and waited for Netflix to get here. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
6:43 pm	Omg, somehow it matched everyone's personality. Your LJ Funeral by Dooreatoe Username Cries the most mistsofoblivion Doesn't cry at all eye_meets_eye Laughs at your funeral _shatteredsoul_ Clings to your coffin crawfishpie Punches your dead body kymberleigh Necrophiliac zerogambit Bakes pot brownies divineblood Secretly wishes you were still alive princessofwands Funeral Attendants 175 Amount of times you're raped by the necro 25 Chance that your coffin will get dropped: 16% Quiz created with MemeGen! (Comment on this)
6:23 pm	.... This is something that happened driving home from IGA. (I needed my fritter dammit!) Some dumb-ass teenager's decide they'd like to drive out into the turn lane without a signal. So we just happen to be headed straight for them. Luckily, we're smart enough to honk the horn and wake their asses up. We thought maybe something was wrong, they just kept rolling and rolling and not really making a decision. Suddenly, we see that the bastard (a man of course) is talking on the CELL PHONE. So, I naturally yell out an insult (I have a strange case of Road Rage): "WHY DON'T YOU TWO JUST STAY HOME AND JUST FUCK ONE ANOTHER?! Then my grandma makes some idle comment about my language, and then asks me this: "How did you become so cynical? Me: I dunno, but I can't wait to turn old, wrinkly and bitchy! Her: You don't have any wonder anymore! (Sarcasm of course) Me: What do you mean wonder? Her: You know. The future? Me: I already know what's in my future. A social security check. Her: ...How the HELL did you get this way? It's like you mock everything purposely. It isn't even cute. Me: Well, it all started when Bush was re-elected... Her: . . . Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
12:19 am	I got a 90% on my math test today ^_^! So, if I fuck up on the second one (fractions) it won't be so bad. In Other News: I have an official term for LJ: Emo Central. It's just a place for people to finger each other's emotions to a certain climax that they can handle. We do it to get pat's on the back, a rub, something that will hype up our depression that day. We also use this tool to just piss off our neighbor. How mature. It's like prozac almost, except much more self-destructive and annoying. You see, you can type about anyone, anything and not be banned for it. Freedome of speech. Gotta love it. I'm starting to really hate LJ. Too many fucking hypocrits. What brought this on you ask? A little time spent on Yahoo Messenger at midnight. Current Mood: cranky (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 10th, 2005
6:04 pm	Release Thank god. I can finally get away from the fucking computer. Not that I used it as much as last semester, it's just nice not to be facing the screen. I'm going fishing, getting away from people. It'll be a nice change. I didn't get to go last week because the bridges were washed, out due to freak thunderstorms. I can finally fish *_*! I'm STILL not level 33 and I've done all the level 41 quests in Stranglethorn. It's starting to get irritating. At least the guild is nice enough to buy me a mount when I turn 40. If I ever get there. Who plays WoW? Let me know. I forgot. Current Mood: complacent (Comment on this)
2:02 am	I feel like shit. I'm in that: "I want to die" mood. Can anyone help me with that? Maybe I'm just moody and I'm starting my period soon. I did eat alot of chocolate and salt today. Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
6:42 pm	Sorry, that was an emo post. It won't happen again. XD (Comment on this)
11:15 am	Apryl Willis Heroin Haunts I stick the needle in my vein, Sure, it bleeds, but it's just the same, Another rose is dead, but, It feels so good, the lust and pain, As I squash 30 neurons, mallet inside. My screams, moans, turn into verses - a poet’s reprieve. (Comment on this)
11:06 am	CANCER (Jun 21 - Jul 22): The Moon conjuncts serious Saturn today, which is still in your sign of Cancer. This can cool off your emotions and restrain you from expressing things you'd usually share. Just remember that you are being harder on yourself than usual. Look at the facts, but save your critical judgments for another day. (Comment on this)
11:05 am	This is only part of my horoscope. Isn't it creepy? June 9, 2005 Today's Outlook: The Moon is in laid-back Cancer all day, reminding us that home really is where our heart is. Although this can be a pre-summer lazy, hazy day feeling, it isn't necessarily lazy. The Crab can appear to be doing nothing while it is hard at work. The Moon in Cancer can bring issues of control into our relationships. It can set the stage for us to feel hurt, but instead of expressing it, the suppressed pain can turn to resentment, which in turn can be used to manipulate others. On the other hand, the Moon here loves to nurture close friends and family. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
10:50 am	Two Tests + Washed Out Bridges + No Fishing = Makes Apey a Dull Girl Amazingly, I only missed 2 on a test that I didn't study for in Sign Language. Most people got only 6 right, so I was even more impressed. I studied at the last second, skim-reading. That's when you know you're a fast-learner. When you can decipher sign-language under five minutes of studying. I also got a 73 on a math test I didn't study for. Yeah, I know..alot of NOT studying going on. I've just been really tired lately. Today I'll be stuck at the school until 12 to 5 p.m. I didn't do my math homework, but it isn't like we have to turn it in anyway. I get to re-take the test I fucked up on, because I think the professor got the hint that I didn't study for it. (I played WoW and talked to Louis instead) Like I care about fractions? I spent my last 3 dollars on a Chocolate, Toasted Marshmellow, Hazelnut latte. All sugar-free, so I won't get any fat on my thighs. Woot. Love that skim-milk too! Sign language is confusing, in the fact that a 3 means a 6 and 'female' can mean 'daily'. Also, if you do 'C' on your chin, that can mean 'confused' or 'condom' if you don't do it right. I'm doing Deafness in Asians for a paper we have to write. It's only 4 pages. I'll get done with it in a snap. Double-spacing makes it all the more easier =D! I give up on John. He doesn't seem that interested in meeting me, so I'm not going to pressure him anymore. I know I have to get him the information, but he could try to make arrangements. If its the same John that went to see Adrienne and Stephanie, I'll be pissed-off. I'm sorry, but I've bent over backward in trying to make peace with them. I don't see why he should be hanging out with them after the way they treated me. I guess I shouldn't judge him for it. Of all people, Ty says I shouldn't judge him based on the friends he has. So, I won't. I don't want to fight and I don't want to be around people who don't really want to be around me. It just causes stress and frusteration. Do you really want to meet me John? You sure don't act like it lately. I know you had SAT's and everything, but when I try to plan things with you, you go silent almost. You even talk about other things after you mention you wanted to talk about the trip. I don't want you to think that you are obliged to come see me because we've known each other for so long. You don't have to. I just liked you as a best-friend, and I trusted you and I thought that by meeting, we'd become even closer. Ah well. I tried at least. I'm bored. They're having some teen band thing I might go to. Most of the locals suck. I'm in Montana, you aren't going to find any decent heavy metal/alternative bands around here. It's kind of laughable. Love, Apey Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
7:29 pm	XD Apey : Black's can never use the word "any" in a sentence. Apey : They always replace it with "no" Apey : They must be used to hearing that from their ancestory. seraph_outrage : 'Tis true. seraph_outrage : ROFL. seraph_outrage : A RACIST COMMENT. Apey : -Bows- (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
7:49 pm	You are Romans. Which book of the Bible are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Monday, June 6th, 2005
7:34 pm	Haha! The english major fumbles! Apey : Some odd object should be Rhiannons conscience. Apey : o_O Apey : Not the butcher knife. Too predictable. Apey : Or the body. Apey : I was thinking of a cross maybe. Apey : Something she has hanging in her room. high_queen_of_ulster: That may be an interesting twist high_queen_of_ulster: A maggot infested crotch high_queen_of_ulster: Cross! high_queen_of_ulster: CROSS! Apey : ROFL Apey : THAT IS SO GOING ON LJ Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
7:00 pm	From Beau I committed suicide: Attend your funeral and mourn really really bad » I said I liked you: Freak out then ask why lol » I kissed you: Blush and kiss back » I lived next door to you: Hang out with you everyday cuz your cool » I started smoking: Tell you everyday that your paying for your own death =P » I stole something: Steal something better XD » I was hospitalized: Visit you and bring you those chocolates that comes in that huge ass case.. might eat some though =D » I ran away from home: Find your ass and claim the reward from your parents » I got into a fight and you weren't there: Laugh if the other person got their ass whooped. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: Hilarious but has a sweet side. Show it more often >=P » Eyes: I havent seen them yet BECAUSE YOU WONT SHOW ME ;_; » Face: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ » Hair: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ » Clothes: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ » Mannerisms: Your manners are kool. [1] Who are you? Beau [2] Are we friends? I hope so lol [3] When and how did we meet? I was going out with Kerry at the time and you popped up cuz you were her friend. [4] How have I affected you? In strange ways [5] What do you think of me? I think your awesome. [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? Umm... When you bitched at me a long long time ago XD [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? Till we eventually lose our computers lol [8] Do you love me? Maybe [9] Have I ever hurt you? Not that I remember [10] Would you hug me? Hell yes [11] Would you kiss me? Hell yes [12] Would you fuck me? Hell yes [13] Are we close? Like in what way? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? That you dont give a fuck what others thing about you. [15] Do you wish I was cooler? Not really, because then youd be cooler than me, and that wouldnt be cool. [16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? 10 even if you look like michael jackson [lets hope you dont =P] Its whats inside that counts. [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Bubbalicious Fisheyes - I have no fuckin idea. [18] Am I loveable? Sometimes.. [19] How long have you known me? About 2-3 years now. [20] Describe me in one word. Conflicted. [21] What was your first impression? That you werent going to be easy to be friends with. [22] Do you still think that way about me now? Nah, not at all. [23] What do you think my weakness is? Guys with tight leather pants and half a shirt. [24] Do you think I'll get married? Eventually. [25] What about me makes you happy? That you are fun to talk with. [26] What about me makes you sad? That you got problems irl like everyone does. Sucks seeing my friend upset =\ [27] What reminds you of me? That shark on Finding Nemo. [28] What's something you would change about me? Nothing. [29] How well do you know me? Probably not too well. [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yes. [31] Do you think I would kill someone? Only in a deadly ninja style way. [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ... I dont have a journal. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 4th, 2005
1:24 am	I Feel Like SHIT The roads are flooded. There is a shitload of water in our basement. We've been spending money like we've robbed the fucking bank lately and my grandpa decides to go out gambling. So now I can't go fishing this weekend and it's made me extremely cranky and easily irritated. I was looking forward to fishing all week. -Cries- Yeah..everything is peachy here. I feel like I've accomplished everything on my 'To Do' list, only to have something like that go wrong. I feel like maybe I've spent too much time focused on myself and not on those issues. What could I do though? I can't get a job, I go to four classes a week. One that takes up four days of the week and lasts two hours each time. I'm not exagerrating. It's my math class. I doubt any job I got would 'work around it' for me. I ran into Amy, didn't recognize her, so I just kept staring at her like a retard. I tried place her face and I couldn't until I saw her nametag. Some friend, eh? I feel so fucking senile and old. I can't remember people I only talked to a few weeks ago. I forgot to call Jana, so she probably thinks I'm ignoring her. She's a sensitive type. Maybe she'll be working too much to really notice. Hopefully that'll be the case. I've lost weight, that's about the only other accomplishment this month. I got sick yesterday. So that's why I left offline so quickly. My legs felt weak, my arms, they started to feel numb. My pulse raced and my head felt like someone kicked it back and forth really hard. I thought I was having a heart-attack so I screamed for my grandma and then collapsed. I remember waking up on the bed, so they must of helped me to it. They think it's just some kind of stress-related thing. I don't feel stressed though. That's the thing. It hasn't happened again, so I'm not getting it checked out. Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
1:22 am	. . . I feel ignored lately -_- and it's a crappy feeling to have. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:04 am	Do this! I'm curious.... WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 3rd, 2005
7:59 pm	Me TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Apryl Marie Willis Birthday: June 26th 1983 Birthplace: Great Falls, Montana Current Location: Great Falls, Montana A.K.A Shithole of the World) Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Red Height: 5'8 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Too much shit to name.. The Shoes You Wore Today: Suede Tan Sketchers Your Weakness: Caffeine, Ranting, The thought of true love. Your Fears: Ranting too much, losing friends, losing love. Your Perfect Pizza: Anchovies, Pineapple, quadruple cheese, stuffed crust and some pepperoni. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting all A's in my four classes. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "WTF?!" Thoughts First Waking Up: ...."Why?" Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes Your Bedtime: 1-3 a.m. Your Most Missed Memory: When all of my net friends got along? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Group Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Smoke: Fuck no Do you Swear: HELL no. Do you Sing: No Do you Shower Daily: Nope, I bathe =) Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: I am in college Do you want to get Married: Yes Do you belive in yourself: Yes Do you get Motion Sickness: No Do you think you are Attractive: Yes Are you a Health Freak: No Do you get along with your Parents: No Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes Do you play an Instrument: Yes In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes In the past month have you Smoked: No In the past month have you been on Drugs: No In the past month have you gone on a Date: No In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes In the past month have you been on Stage: No In the past month have you been Dumped: No ( I hope that never happens either XD) In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No Ever been Drunk: No Ever been called a Tease: Yes Ever been Beaten up: No Ever Shoplifted: Yes How do you want to Die: In my sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Financially secure What country would you most like to Visit: Sweden In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Blue Favourite Hair Color: Chocolate Brown Short or Long Hair: Short Height: 6'0 Weight: (Doesn't matter) Best Clothing Style: Clean cut Number of Drugs I have taken: None Number of CDs I own: Too many to count... Number of Piercings: None Number of Tattoos: None Number of things in my Past I Regret: I regret treating my friends like chess pieces. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
11:57 pm	Hah! You scored as Wang Mang. You started out serving as regent for the emperor of the Han dynasty in China. Much to your dismay/advantage, the emperor was only two years old when he took the throne. Encouraged by relatives to take action to improve family honor, you take over and (attempt to) start your own dynasty. You have very socialist view points, and proceed to take parts of the large estates owned by the wealthy and give them to poor, landless peasants. Sadly, this and other of your policies weren't well received by the public. Before too long you were out of the imperial palace, and the Han dynasty was restored. To learn more about Wang Mang, click here: Wang Mang </td> Alexander the Great 100% Wang Mang 100% Chandragupta Maurya 100% Ashoka Maurya 83% Maodun 83% Darius 67% Sargon of Akkad 67% Hammurabi 67% Qin Shihuangdi 67% Han Wudi 67% Liu Bang 67% Xerxes 33% Cyrus 25% Yu of China 17% What leader of ancient/classical history are you? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)